It may seem like you’re mired down in stuff you don’t want to do, and can’t really get to the fun, creative stuff you DO want to do. It may feel like there is no path out of your current life to the artistic one you really want.
But there is. You can get from where you are to where you want to be.
It takes some things though, and you have to be willing to take more chances than you probably already have. You also have to believe, pray, fight, produce, and be more consistent than you ever have before. For like, ever. No turning back.
“Never give up, never surrender.” – Jason Nesmith, Captain of the Galaxy Quest
The problem you have is a normal one. Because we’ve been told since we were kids that we can’t “make a living” or “be serious” as an artist, we tend to give up when pushed too hard to set it down. We look at it logically and say to ourselves, “Yeah, this pipedream is silly, and why would God want me pursuing this.”